After great rain. Gradually you are revealing yourself to me. The lesson carves
a tunnel through
an occupied territory. Great beaches come into existence, are laved for centuries, small
play where the castles are
built, the water carried up for moats, the buckets lost at the end of the exciting
day, then even the dunes go under, it takes a long while but then
they are gone
altogether, ocean takes the place, as today where the overpass revealed the fields gone
under &, just at the surface of the water, the long
miles of barbed wire, twice-there, the ones below (of water) trembling, the fence-posts’
small fixed pupils staring up
every fifty feet
at the sky, glittering, their replicas shivering, the spines of grasses gnawed-at by the sick
human eye, when will we open them
again our eyes, this must all be from the world of shut eyes, one’s temples feel
the cold, maybe one is
inside a sea shell, one is what
another force
is hearing – how lovely, we are being handed over to an other force, listen, put
this to your ear – the last river we know loses its
form, widens, as if a foot were lifted from the dancefloor but not put down again, ever,
so that it’s not a
dance-step, no, more like an amputation where the step just disappears, midair, although
also the rest of the body is
missing, beware of your past, there is a fiery apple in the orchard, the coal in the under-
ground is bursting with
sunlight, inquire no further it says,
it wishes it were a root, a bulb, a closed fist – look how it fills
with meaning when
opened – then when extended – let us not
go there – broken, broken – no to the imagination of some great
murmuring through the soil as through the souls of
all men –
silent agreement which is actually the true soil – but there it is now going under – nothing
will grow in it – the footsteps are washed away which might
have attempted kindness or cultivation or a walk over the earth to
undertake
curiosity – that was our true gift to creation: curiosity – how we would
dream eyes closed in fog all through the
storm, then open up to aftermath, run out to see – & then of course too much, too
much – too much wanting to know – sorry I did not
mean to raise my voice – I will turn
no further – you are making yourself punishable says the flood – I will
drink it, I will, my God gave
it me says the evaporation sluicing the invisible surfaces,
in which clouds are being
said, right into the shuddering of time, its so called passing – each land
had its time for being
born, each date a cage shrinking – until the creature has ribs that bend-in and a skull that is
forced
into its heart, & the rain is falling chattering pearling completely turning-in, turning, lost,
& all the words that might have held it, it now
flows through,
& the rim of the meaning crumbles – & it is the new world you wanted – & it is beginning
its life now.
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