Jorie Graham

of my own died. Idid not die. Mylove did not. Is intact. Ichecked. Beloveds

were not dragged

into the net ofthe eye ofthe drone, were not dis-membered into

instant ancestors –not even memories, toofast, too torn, no. Screams. Wewoke. The sun

came first inveins of red then rips,pinks, then rose asusual. We

didn’t look up, atefast, were late, the day filledup, we askedall our

questions...

The spacesbetweenthings beganspeaking. So it was

I understood Iwas nowto remainsilent. Saw how

we were allplungedinto this new strengtheningsilence. Was it

vision was it

catastrophe. This

first personI use hereas a way of referringto my being in

abeyance – to myunknowing –though who are we kidding,it was not of the radiant kind

where we wait in linewillinglyeyes closedfor the tap on the...

it came, before the turn in the cherishedwind, what we called history, the turntowards, all of it more and moretowards – what is it that iscoming – must come – unfathomable, unbreakable – you want it so, yourfuture, no thefuture, sobadly – you standon the threshold of your century as on a highparapet, brush in hand, a ladder wrinkling the air as it rises,a kind of...

the river was still widening as it went, as it carried me, thick mists risingoff it all day,was still widening, yes, for a while longer, holdingthe sky in its belly and back,me on my back in the small ofmy boat, rudder jammed, oarlost or is it I tossed itsome long time agowhen I imagined myselfto be free. In the distance I see, reflected in the spooling,a pair of spyglasses liftedby the...

after years of virga, aftermuch almost& much never again, aftercoalescing in dry

lightning & downdrafts & fire,after taking an alternatepath thruhistory & bypassing

us, after the trees,after the gardens,after the hard seedspushed in as deep as

possible & kept alive on dew,after the rutswhich it had once cutfilled in with

dust & moulds – & podsthat...