Hyper-Berceuse: 3 a.m.
Imagine in all the debris of space
The countless trade names
Jugurtha Tuwolomne Chert-Farms
Some of these belong to you
Can you tell which ones
Each has its own sequence of microtones
Together they make up a kind of tune
Your tune
The ceiling and walls are star maps
Breathing, alive
Those aren’t stars, darling
That’s your nervous system
Nanna didn’t take you to planetariums like this
Go on, touch
Lovely, isn’t it
Like phosphorus on Thule Lake
Sweet summer midnights
Shimmery, like applause under the skin
Can you make it out
Almost a hiss
An old shellac LP of white noise
Playing in the distance
Foolish, troublesome boy
That hapless adventuring of yours
Be very still
Now can you hear it
After Lady Murakami
These sleeping used-car dealerships
and blowing wrappers
how many lost evenings
the meagreness, the waste
when suddenly the squeals
of a transvestite
about to gobble her cellphone
* * *
Just as I found myself
in the dentist’s chair
only yesterday
hands clenched against my thighs
so I find myself here
in this seat
heart in my throat
as you walk into the room
* * *
The cherry blossoms are late
this year
I had nearly forgotten about them
the pleasure they bring
always fresh, a delicacy to it
because the poets say so
or just because
* * *
I had on my favorite kimono
not the most precious
but the one that calls attention
to my eyes
yet when you turned
it was as if a thought, like a tick
had started to bite
and then changed its mind
* * *
Do they know who I am
these gibbering little foreigners
coarse, frenzied
like perfumed monkeys
her servant’s averted eyes
dew on her sleeve and all the rest
none of it, never even heard
of Lady Murakami
as they crowd me aside
at the sale bin
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