Somebody mistook
the day, or how
will we have found
ourselves denied
entry, by chained
gate, padlocked
bolted door of an
empty dark shed
of a hall, miles
from the next town-
ship, as many from
the last lit lamp?
The night itself
unpunctuated,
no Southern Cross,
no Pointers, no
cartwheeling, hand-
standing giant
Orion, aka
Urine (born cauled
in a sacrificial
Boeotian cow’s
pelt, pissed in by
no fewer than three
grateful gods) no
moon. Heavy cloud.
This my ninth year
under them all gets
darker by the minute.
What’s visible here?
Not the crab tropic’s
maidenliest stars
twinkle-twinkling
on my grandmother’s
East Anglian
wedding night, swapped
now, for a sphere
beyond the circuit
of the shuddering Bear.
Eastward our austral
Pacific sands,
our high snows west-
ward. Our meridian
threads a chained gate
which brings us up
all standing, my father,
my mother, her
mother, and me.
Shut out. Wrong day.
Wrong side of the screen
where the New Age
was to have unreeled
itself, stormed this
barn in drizzling light.
Unreeled the fat
man’s quaking back-
firing automobile.
Silent. His arse-
over-kite exit.
Silent. The Metro
Goldwyn lion’s jaws
parted. A World
War One great gun
discharged. Silent.
A cloud that was
the city. A painted
scream. Silent, only
for the lady playing
‘Rustle of Spring’
in an empty dark
shed of a hall.
Nobody comes.
Only our feet go
crunch-crunch in and out
of step as they fall,
all the way home.
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